Sunday, October 30, 2016

POEM

I grasp my diarist-hand
that attempts to clutch my neck
to ghostwrite for my visceral
disappearance
I ask my Biography
to maintain my everyday fleeting
Other Years to continue to tell the tiny voice
within
to never unlock the width of my skull
or clutch my windpassion'd architectural
hyperboreal Latin morning equinox nerve,
the untoilsome core,
a formula of unspecific grace
because I misapply, misappropriate
what it means to recall the words
that you left between us




Thursday, October 6, 2016

I ALWAYS RECOGNIZE STRANGERS AS IF I HAVE SEEN THEM SOMEWHERE BEFORE


With that being said, 
What do you figure 
will happen when 

America’s eyeballs free 
from sorrow is without its 
hag-like mannequin to 

drag along drags, free 
of sorrow like leftover smells?
On Highlands Parkway now 

I feel secluded in a room 
full of “eat or be eaten”-types 
& those who suffer under 

the moon’s saliva-froth 
ice-snapping beamy fingers
WHERE is my castle, my 

Secret Service vets, my 
interview on YouTube, my 
White House yuppy, my 

America, O my America,
where are my Internet chats 
from 1997 catalogued 

in this great aether? 
I may loom over 
the pickled Land of dreams, 

where all we have now 
are dreamers, who draw 
with delicate fingers lines 

in the soils of their 
souls like a covert military 
incursion of introverts 

& ride-or-die chicks 
that undermine the masterminds. 
God, it’s so great to live 

on the post-2012 earth: 
Mayan Predictions gone astray 
like a whistling ladybug, 

but the same pang 
in this beating bulb of mine raw 
like the head of a greyhound, 

& I stop in & say Hello 
to a mother named Mother Nature 
who is a freak of nature 

like vintage Lincecum, vintage 
last-name-dropping as if I’d been 
paid-off. The war has just begun! 

The good guys never lose. 
The good guys are the bad guys 
disguised as good. What is an alpha 

male’s Internet Life like? 
Challenge: if you’re expecting 
a child, disregard the Baby-Name 

Books & simply wait for the next 
“named” tropical storm—relief! 
I’m dressed in America’s 

disappearing act, out of gas, out 
of time, up out of the pinwheel 
saddeningly gorgeous mangled 

atmospheric-precarity into the 
king or queen’s next of kin. 
Haggard hurriedly, unable 

to remember catastrophes, 
readymade girdle, reiterated to 
the she-devil that magic 

dissolves through my head 
like a glass-winged butterfly. 
But windows are made to crack. 

I see into your belly, 
a kingdom cursor of red lights, 
blue lights, a black box, 

a neon sign blinking, a horse 
named Taze Me. I understand now 
every fable you ever told. My bird 

amplifier voice forwarded 
through ensuing gag reflex 
premonitions & the weight 

of underwater virtual realities.
The Vagus Nerve proves my head’s on 
straight. I rise to view the sunrise 

misfire on areas sunbeams usually hit. 
This seems to spook the flowers. 
I stretch, hearing my backbone’s 

popping echo in harmoning vocals 
in the adjoining room, deflouring 
future hours. The end 

of incessant snow-scattering 
bonuses of the mortal petals 
of bogusflakes like you & I. 

Is it the wind in the Body 
that’s a wrangled riddle? 
Earthquakes in our veinlets. 

Seasons as personages: 
Spirit, Soul, Body: Aeolus 
has detached my winks

April’s a lost painting 
of white unvarying, variables,
like one winter when my 

grandmother lost her dentures.
Later, I found them chattering
in the freezer, looking back at me

in surprise. At that moment,
I expected snowswirling gusts 
to burst through the kitchen windows

& clamp upon my belly 
that perennially flip-flops 
like a fish out of water.