Sunday, May 14, 2017

MY IDENTITY SPHERE: A ROMANTIC ABSENCE OF MEANING

“They” come and “They” go said the errors I dress in. 
My “Who” on the floor in remnants of Beautiful Negative. 
In an Adamant scale like a fog through the space of the pen
losing facts, I said Goodbye to my dear friend while nipping 
at a rusty nail. Stacks of flames filling the gut. An alien 
voiceprint drugging nights awaking with stars. Battered 
shadow, badgered bevy of small-talk around a campfire. 
Is your lesson, dear friend, in the lakes, in the rivers, 
the runlets, out towards a sudden shaking like a burp in the 
house of worldlessness? Be my guess. How can I slip 
paper through our thin-skinned stammering? Your yearning 
ribs. I need fireboots to walk through blackened violets. 
Your yearning ribs. Walk of Flame. This is the New Ghazal, 
like my face in 1991 auctioned off like a vintage tintype; 
a corpse giving anything a place to bare (the eyes one feels 
lest hocus-pocus blanks my stature into a horizon of Chance blare). 
Listen. until the earth rots,  until every well-oiled flurry 
renders me dismissed in ancestral curves uninformed, I will 
build a bridge, but only as objet d’art, by itself a multeity, like 
a mind riding cycles of Thought. In my speechlessness she held 
the gun to my face as a tactic of seeking my rescue; 
her unhappy childhood blowing through a tube of placid crows, 
holding no formation. I always walk through The Wrong Door: 
a kind of scented Time-mechanic Embalmer, short-lived 
and tenacious. Heart full of cargo: Chants, Gestures, Daydreams, 
Ambiguous Lesions of Havoc, but a love returns like a tree 
growing out of itself, veering, yes, veering, with clenched joints 
and then Out of my Paridiso, ripe as the color of an Intellect of Ruin 
in its own tradition, I read The Collected Letters of words failing, 
wailing like painted-on eyes to unlock one from the fleet of 
sealess land, Present Everywhere, a drafted substance, fleeing 
the weight of the air when abstractions falsely save a world
that no longer exists. 






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